Thursday, June 30, 2005

A few pics from kc's party that kim didnt post up..

Ala....sayang kym tak masuk in dis pic...

Fadi n fathma sitting near the car...huhuhehehahaha (Gee i suck at rhyming)

I didnt know that aroun @ aaron cut his hair!!

Aww...isnt this juz sweet....the guys all not looking at the camera...

Guess who's drunk in tis pic....hahha

Ahaha tis is an odd picture...i cant even say anything bout da pic

Check out kim's site to see da rest of da pics.....

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

Hungry...


Darn...havent had a good meal today.....smarties for breakfast, one colonel burger for lunch and now i made myself hot chocolate for dinner...shit...i cant wait for my dad to come home.....adeh sakit perut...

Anyway here's a recap of wot happened today. Kim i think u know this guy dat im about to tell now....n kym i think u know him too...he was at kc's party but he was there for a short while only...so okay im not going to mention his name incase if got unwanted ppl who likes to gossip ter-read my blog...so heh here goes. Well i knew this guy since my car got into an accident. Ogy's fault! Heh. N we have been miss-calling each other for several weeks since that incident...sumtimes everyday...night n day....but recently for sum reason....im trying to reduce dat activity....and now we hardly misscall each otha...kalau ada pun...once a week....but this mornin at at around 4am...he miss-called me....heh well becoz of wot heppened yesterday...i kinda have the guts to say anything dats on my mind. So then i sms him saying dat i once had a crush on him becoz of this miss-calling thing. Haha...so not me of doing that...:P I was anxious to know what he will say. Then well he replied and whaddya know....he told me dat he had a crush on me too!! Well i wasnt as flattered as yesterday coz he kinda already told me that he likes me a lot...face to face...but it felt good anyway. But the thing is he thought dat we had a thing goin on until i stopped contacting him. I was so confused.....haha gee....for dat i was speechless....i didnt know we had sumthing goin on....he even said he dint know why i left him that he nvr thrown me away....but we werent even together! Come to think of it...mebbe he misunderstood all da things we did together. Eheh...oh well...it was nice to know dat anyway...its a nice feeling....but i dont have feelings for him now...so it's okay...haha...wani has been a notti gurl these past two days....

Shud i do the same to all the guys dat i had a crush on? Hmm...hahah..gila...but to be honest...i really feel glad after doing so....hu knows...i juz mite brighten up sumone's day...n they might do da same to me.....:P Anyway back to reality...heh, i was suppose to go meet him juz now...but i didnt feel like doing so...im afraid that he might be upto sumthin...coz after i told him dat i had a crush on him...he kept askin me n tellin me as if he wants us to go back like how it was b4...sorry pal...i dont think it will happen again...but i was curious to know wot time will he be leaving tomorrow....coz hehe only me n kim knows.....well it didnt turn out as what we were expecting...hehe

So um...went to skool after waking up..(duh..) coz today we got meetin bout da chem poject. N a field trip to wherever the waste management ppl will bring us...went to skool around 9.40 i think....then so see chem lecturer....we had to beg for her to change out topic from wastewater treatment to waste management...hehe n it works! So then got like an hour b4 going to dat place so i brought kim to my place to get my radio....kim has a dance practice later...kekekeke! And she told me dat she got into a car accident this morning...so i asked her to show me n when i saw the dent kan i was like...fuyoo...then i was speechless...hahaha dunno wad to say...it was like...ahaha...im still out of words....hahaha....kinda bad lah...heh

umm then after balik campus...off to boulevard. Coz when i called that guy...he told me that he's in bolevard....so we went there lah. Skali we waited till 2 o'clock for the guy to call back...but he didnt....so i called n he sed he's at the food court...so we went up...takda pun! So i told nic to ask where is he....skali he's at imperial mall daaa and we all forgot that ada boulevard kat imperial. Heh when ppl sed boulevard kan we will all automatic think dat its the big boulevard ba...hahaa so we wasted half a day n when we arrived there...(we were told that they r doing water jetting at the food court) all we saw was this small hose masuk in a saluran n u can see all the grease keluar....nic was expecting it to b canggih n all...becoz of the sound water jetting....heh act we all too had the same impression...indah khabar dr rupa....so i took a few pics....

Nyeh.....thats the hose to blow the grease throughout the pipe...im not good at explaining this pic actually.....shud ask nic....heh heh


then the marketing guy, mr faisal, wanted to show us how they throw the trash....so we all followed him. Then skali tgk...got one trashtruck dtg n we get to see it from close. Dat driver was suppose to keluarkan the trash but he didnt do it due to sum probs..so i took the pic of the truck sajalah...then made another appoinment to see where all the shit goes on weds...i mean...hahaha u know wad i mean...we made the appoinment on weds....so funny the ayat...haih....we were suppose to see sum shit today but nothing really interesting happened...nic was like....half a day wasted to see a hose and a trashtruck. Heh....well my period came today when we were at boulevard....shit la...nasib i got money...so then i go buy de pads...haih...wat luck today...

The truck...tada....alamak the guy punya tangan kacau daa...


Then um...balik campus...go see jane lau...hantar maths...then balik rumah around 4pm....tdo!! Haha i dont normally sleep in da afternoon but wad the heck...then woke up around 5.30pm....watch fuad....heeeee.....then um....realized dat i left my pendrive at da lab...called nadia to comfirm whether its still there...then tetiba batt low.....argh...so i rushed to campus and phew! Still there...hehe..then balik....aik...i guess kim was still at campus when she msged me juz now...fuh lamak jugak...heh heh.....n ahaha one of me ex-classmate from high school, randy, was so curious about jadual for curtin....i guess he's juz excited bout it n all...sho cute....im like his senior...chewah....anyway...here i am now....online...been blogging from 9pm juz now....n its 12 plus now...see how this blogging thing can waste yur precious time....tsk tsk tsk...okaylah i stop now....need to wake up early for later....nyehehhe!! Tatata!

HuARGH! (Yesterday's entry)

Okay...update~!!! Hahha well...um...there r juz too many stuff to be done for the past two weeks man. Fuh....now only can update....well lesse....what have i been upto lately..? I cant remember wot happened last week tho....forgetful me....but yesterday....a bit lah....

Okay. Yesterday my mom, my bro n i went to da dental to check malik's teeth...heh then had nasi lemak for dinner. Tup tup tup 4.40pm...went to pick king, phila n auggie up from LV. They all are having a friendly football match but i stupidly ask them, "So u guys gonna play football?" ..."No, we're playing tennis," Kingsley sed. I mean i know they're gonna play football! Why the hell did i ask anyway?!?! Guess im juz me huh...eheh...anyway, didnt expect kym to be there. But im glad she was. Otherwise i'd be sitting in the car studying chemistry and doing my maths homework. So then we watched da match. I cudnt really pay attention to da match coz there were too many ppl on da field...haha a combination of subcon n lakeview....i didnt even know wot the score was even till halftime. So then a long lost fren of mine suddenly called. Heh apa lagi...we actually talked till the game ends! Hahaha....so i didnt really know wot happened and who won n all....anyway....this fren of mine is officially my best close fren~! He knows almost everything bout me...he knows most of my secrets, my crushes n all....but dominic....so i decided to tell him bout dominic for the very first time.....so now he really knows almost everything bout me....but well he didnt sound too happy bout it....i can tell by the way he asked me questions like do u really like him? Are u sure ure gonna stay long with him n stuff like that....so i decided to ease his mind by telling him that i used to have a crush on him b4. Which is true. I did. Hee.....

And like i expected....he was shocked. He was speechless for like 5 mins n then he was like "I-i-i feel honoured. No really, im flattered! U-u had a crush on me?" Haha after hearing him sed that i was like omg i cant believe i actually told him that! But heh it kinda felt better to finally get to tell him. I guess the reason why i finally had da guts to tell him was becoz um.. no more feelings for him ma. But after he went all i cant believe u had a crush on me n stuff, he then told me dat he too had a crush on me. Not once but twice. And i was his longest crush ever. And i was like "woah....okay....dats sumthing...why didnt u tell me dat b4??" He told me dat he always tried to but didnt have the guts to coz he was afraid dat i might ignore him n all....so in conclusion, both of us had feelings for each other b4 but only found out about it yesterday!!! Heh, oh my gosh and now i baru tau dat he used to be jealous with all the guys i was with. That's why he kept teasing me wit them. Its funny tho, back then we were juz close frens, hanging out together, fooling around together, teasing each other, getting on each otha nerves, tellings each otha probs n stuff and now....heh....n to imagine if he really did make the first move.....we would have been a happy couple...hahaha...weird la....everyone in our class knows that we both memang close...everyday together.... but would have never thought that we would have feelings for each other. Even i myself tak sangka. Haha adeh....i even talked bout my crushes with him....i wonder how did he feel dat time....but the thing is...he layan bah....hehe. Chee...i wonder if he still has a crush on me.....coz he never told me when did he stop having feelings for me....i told him i got over him like beginning of last year...or mebbe b4 that.....coz lama tak contact...so perasaaan tu hilang la.....but i have to forget all that... i have dominic now. Plus he loves me.....and i wanna be there for him whenever he needs me....hehehe

Okay haha um well we had a long conversation...i had to stop when i saw them walking out from da field.....lor habis rupanya the match.....but the conversation didnt stop there. We both continued again later at night....hahah...kym~ now do u understand why i was on da fone lama sangat?...hahaha....then um one me classmate punya car, Jordan, wont start....kesian him....but it was funny la to see all of them push da car here n there....haha enock was sho cute~! I didnt know wot happen to da car coz both me n kym left b4 anyone was able to fix da car.....its not dat we dont wanna help....i wasnt in a hurry or anything plus i sanggup tunggu for them to help fix da car but heh phila was like all cmon lets go.....he had a movie to catch on tv.....i was like cheeehhhh......so then went home...continued toking to him till 9. Hehehe.

So after that i wanted to go online then suddenly my ex-bf called....ngiaaa...whyyy is he doing this to me....he promised not to call me anymore. Only i can call him. N the reason y he called was to tell me dat he misses me n he wanted me back. Omg...i cant believe this is happening! He was like my longest....and he was the hardest to let go....not becoz i love him but becoz he was so caring and understanding....sama palak bah....but now he's like a good buddy to me.....i myself not sure whether we broke up o not....i assumed we did coz we didnt really keep in touch n all.....so i told him about dominic hoping that he wud understand n u know...juz remain as a good fren....but he didnt care...and he sed dat he will keep buggin me till i sed okay...so i told him that i will think about it....which i wont...i cant do this stuff anymore man....hahaha but if i do get back to him...i dont think i will do anythin to keep his hope up high...i told him that i love dominic and that he cant expect me to be the same as b4....heh well and then he mebbe kenot tahan n then we mite juz brake up again n he'll leave me happily ever after....keh keh keh

PS: hey hun, im sorry dat u have to find out about this stuff this way....its not that i dont want to tell u.....i know u wont like to hear about it anyway.....but dont worry......i know what im doing.....i will still be yours.......I promise.....

Erm.....then went online......hee wanted to start doing my chemistry project proposal....but gwahh too many ppl chatting wit me ba.....plus i recieved a very shocking news from a fren....my fav tutor got cancer.....and his left side of da body is paralyzed...shit man...i cudnt even think straight n the whole time i was staring at the monitor with with of my hands covering my mouth....most of my chat frens sik kena layan by me....haha was in shocked bah....and plus my otha ex-bf went online after for so long......and tetiba tanya me whether i still have feelings for him o not....n dat we shud be a couple agen n stuff......aduhh ure like over there n u also told me dat u cant stand long distance relationship ba!!!!....I dont get him.....I was like half terkejut half fed up.....most of his questions i answered with a "hahahaha"....lazy to layan him oledi....i didnt really like him that much anyway....hehehe......well it is a nice feeling to be liked n to know dat sumone out there admires u....but i mean cmon la....this is juz too much for one day!!!! so heh wad to do...only started doing at 12am....did maths n da proposal at da same time lagi tuh....fulamak i tell u....hahaha felt like superwoman....nasib kim helped me with maths if not my brain will *de-ba-boom* eheh....um managed to finish everything by 3....fuh~~~!! Then tdo~!

heh now me want to type the entry for today....hehehe tatata!

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

hello from kim

Muahahahaa... Kim here!! Wani's beside me now doing her maths on the desk. Lol. So rajin her. I'm just waiting for her to finish up so that she can send me home. Hehehhee.. I don't think she's noticed me blogging on HER blog. Muahhahahaa... oh well. She can always delete it later. Hehe. Kekekeh.. Shhh!! :D

Ps. This one's for Wani....

I'll be your destiny......
(inside joke)

Wahahaha!!!

Testingz


Me n pei ee


Me n kim


Hehehe kucing ngegeh...


Heee....doin physics project at chem lab

Pusyakkkkk!!!


Pusyak pretend to look dead


Look at her huge tummy!!


Pusyak tryin to look sexy

Monday, June 20, 2005


Yasmin's cat

wOoOoO

heh walaueh....now then got time to update....sigh.....well its not that i dont want to update....its juz that i cant! Now my cuz is staying wif me....n i hv no privacy no more...i cant let her know that i have a blog.....huhuhu.....sigh....

Well ive been watching movies for the past three days...6 movies!! Hahaha...well i dont know really what to say now...ill juz rate the movies (out of 5) that ive watched for u...

The Longest Yard - 4
~Well i like this movie...not only coz my fav wrestler is acting innit but also coz i like the storyline n sum of the actors of coz...like nelly, adam sandler, chris rock......woo hoo for da movie!
Miss Congen....2 (hahaha dunno how to spell) - 3.5
~Okaylah....i gave it a 3.5 coz Sandra Bullock is my fav actress! Hehehe

Mr. & Mrs. Smith - 3
~I watched it on vcd at kingsley's place......i was expecting it to be u know...nice, but it turned to b okaylah....there are sum funny bits here n there tho.....

Be Cool - 3
~ Canlah....nicelah....okaylah....didnt really understand wots going on in the end....

Spanglish - 2.5
~Romantic comedy....i was expecting it to be funny but it has more u know...family love stuff...and adam sandler is not that funny in this movie....

House of Wax - 2.5
~Got cool gross bits...i like...hahaha....

Emm.....sigh....dunno lah...ive been watching this akademi fantasia 3 thing....and i was so dissapointed n devastated (chewah)...when fuad had to leave...i like him....he's my fav!!! N he's talented ba!! I was like...please.....please.....let it not be fuad...then....hampeh~! Now macam takda mood want to watch....heheh but....kefli n felix is still there.....watch sajalah...kekekeke

Argh....too many ppl chatting to me...cant concentrate....afterwards they say i tak layan them.....huhuhu....tomorrow lah i blog again....heee...tatata~!

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

SiGh..

Sheesh. Im suppose to b studying...but heh no mood. Huhuhu. Its all becoz of chemistry. Its ruining my life. Im so stressed bout it now. Well more like worried bout it actually. The whole day i was thinking bout it. Its also makin me lazy. Heh well at least i did pay a lil attention to the lecturer during physics lecture juz now. But i really lost it during maths class. I didnt pay attention at all. I juz cant. I wasnt in a mood to do all those questions plus amazingly, i find them quite difficult to do. I guess everyone finished theirs. Sigh, today my dad left to holland. Once again, we will have to search for our own food at home or prob buy our own food outside. My mom doesnt really like to cook if my dad's not around. Come to think bout it....i forgot bout having dinner!!!! No wonder im feeling hungry rite now. Shit. Ive already brushed my teeth. Erm, brb. Heh.

Okay, im having three packets of Julie's crackers wit cheese filling and a glass of soya bean for dinner. Huh? Gwaaah my mom was like behind me when i was typing this juz now.....i guess she read every lil thing i typed. How can i not notice dat she's behind me?! Why meeeee!! Luckily i didnt type anything personal....keh keh keh. But aiyah..I dont think im gonna like June. Two more tests, one project and two more presentation. All in one month. Crazy? No? I have maths stuff do to actually but i dont think ill be doing them today. Hehe i told my maths lecturer that ill pass up all my work tomorrow. But ah....ill juz pass them up on thursday. Yech, i have sore throat. Ahyooo......is god testing me now?

Hmm..one more packet to go. Hey, my mood is getting better. Infact way better. Heh wow...all that no-mood feelin down the drain....was it all becoz of my empty stomach? ~_^ Now im in a mood to study...but still im not going to do maths. Im happy but im still lazy. Im listening to celine dion songs now. They're nice to listen to when u wanna study. Sob! All these songs reminds me of dominic.....i wish i can be there for him. Oh yea heh i managed to talk to him on the fone the other day. But its not enuff. 19 mins is sooo not enuff. That's the only thing i can do for him. I wish i cud do more to ease his pain that side.....ah shit nooo! Cmon gurl, no crying now....not now! Ah phew...ive controlled my tears from rolling down my cheeks. But....gah! Now i have flu...drats! Now i have sore throat AND flu!

*Looks left n right* Heh..that's wot i always do when i ran out of words to say. I guess ill juz go then. I havent been on msn messenger since i dont know...last week? Heh i cant remember. I also dunno why. What's wrong with me? Hey whaddya know....ive finished my food. N uh....feeling sleepy already....:P Well um...my throat hurts. Haha okay okay ill stop now. Heh, bah bah me go first. Tatata~!

Sunday, June 05, 2005

Gwahhh!~

I DIDNT GET TO TALK TO HIM!!! Sho sad.....well i did call but a lady answered da fone n when i asked "May i speak to dominic please" she went yea sure.....so i waited la....then i realized dat she was still on line.....so i was like uhh....is dominic....home? She went "No, yeah no...." Well dats what i heard...i cudnt really get what she sed....wanted to ask who was that but ahh.....i dun wanna waste my credit either...(now im left wif 26 ringgit and less than 19 mins left..me using I-talk card ma....) so... feeling dissapointed i thanked her n go back to sleep.....(all that wait for nothing~!!!) Nvm...i will try again tonite~~!! Must talk to him!!!! Talk to him i must!!!

Friday, June 03, 2005

Dare....

Heh the title is juz for fun onli.....haih....so bored...got back from me village yesterday...wanna study for chem...but no mood...seriously no mood...coz my whole life depends on this subject!!!!But i juz..sigh..don wanna tok bout it anymore....heh well today um...me n me lil cuz went out for a movie...she's not dat lil but she's younger than me....same age as me bro....anyway the movie that we watched was madagscar...omg i tell u....funny la..hahaha....but ada sad part la....overall ill rate this movie 8 out of 10.....heh heh...that's for making me laugh, giggle and cough.... =) Wudnt mind watching it again.....

Then um...i brought her up to canada hill coz well she's like from kuching n i wanna show her a place where she can see da beach without even getting close to it....then um....went to another cuz's place.....(my lil cuz used to like this other cuz of mine so she's like all i miss him..i wanna see him again stuff ) so i granted her wish then a few minutes after that....went home..yada yada yada.....me parents went to niah again....along wif my other relatives.....leaving me n my bro behind....so then i brought him out for dinner at sugarbun then um...heh went to see my fren, halim for a while...to return his pendrive.....then he followed us back home coz he ada internet prob....heh he's da second guy to enter my bro's room after hazman....i wonder who's next....then um went to zaifah's place for a while to see him but unfortunately his mom told us that he's working at pizza haven now....oh right..no wonder i cant get through his fone...heh so then sent halim back....n well continue doing my stuff....like taking a shower, poop, well u know...normal daily stuff....

hehe gee im sleepy already...n its juz 11.24.....gwaaah....i wanna call dominic later....huhuhu....mebbe i shud like sleep first then call....but what if i cudnt wake up? What if the alarm cant wake me up?? NoOoooOoO! He sed in his email that he'll be going to another country to find his luck in getting a job.....so dat means that i wont be able to hear his voice for a very long time....i always have tears rollin down my cheek everytime i read his email....i feel guilty and useless.....im like relaxing here....while he's like struggling to find a job so that he can fly over here to see me....i wish i cud do sumthing to help him....at times i feel like he doesnt deserve me.......aih.....i dont wanna start crying now...i dont wanna have flu again....me will stop here n sleep.....MUST WAKE UP AT 2AM..........eheee....so umm tatata!