HuARGH! (Yesterday's entry)
Okay...update~!!! Hahha well...um...there r juz too many stuff to be done for the past two weeks man. Fuh....now only can update....well lesse....what have i been upto lately..? I cant remember wot happened last week tho....forgetful me....but yesterday....a bit lah....
Okay. Yesterday my mom, my bro n i went to da dental to check malik's teeth...heh then had nasi lemak for dinner. Tup tup tup 4.40pm...went to pick king, phila n auggie up from LV. They all are having a friendly football match but i stupidly ask them, "So u guys gonna play football?" ..."No, we're playing tennis," Kingsley sed. I mean i know they're gonna play football! Why the hell did i ask anyway?!?! Guess im juz me huh...eheh...anyway, didnt expect kym to be there. But im glad she was. Otherwise i'd be sitting in the car studying chemistry and doing my maths homework. So then we watched da match. I cudnt really pay attention to da match coz there were too many ppl on da field...haha a combination of subcon n lakeview....i didnt even know wot the score was even till halftime. So then a long lost fren of mine suddenly called. Heh apa lagi...we actually talked till the game ends! Hahaha....so i didnt really know wot happened and who won n all....anyway....this fren of mine is officially my best close fren~! He knows almost everything bout me...he knows most of my secrets, my crushes n all....but dominic....so i decided to tell him bout dominic for the very first time.....so now he really knows almost everything bout me....but well he didnt sound too happy bout it....i can tell by the way he asked me questions like do u really like him? Are u sure ure gonna stay long with him n stuff like that....so i decided to ease his mind by telling him that i used to have a crush on him b4. Which is true. I did. Hee.....
And like i expected....he was shocked. He was speechless for like 5 mins n then he was like "I-i-i feel honoured. No really, im flattered! U-u had a crush on me?" Haha after hearing him sed that i was like omg i cant believe i actually told him that! But heh it kinda felt better to finally get to tell him. I guess the reason why i finally had da guts to tell him was becoz um.. no more feelings for him ma. But after he went all i cant believe u had a crush on me n stuff, he then told me dat he too had a crush on me. Not once but twice. And i was his longest crush ever. And i was like "woah....okay....dats sumthing...why didnt u tell me dat b4??" He told me dat he always tried to but didnt have the guts to coz he was afraid dat i might ignore him n all....so in conclusion, both of us had feelings for each other b4 but only found out about it yesterday!!! Heh, oh my gosh and now i baru tau dat he used to be jealous with all the guys i was with. That's why he kept teasing me wit them. Its funny tho, back then we were juz close frens, hanging out together, fooling around together, teasing each other, getting on each otha nerves, tellings each otha probs n stuff and now....heh....n to imagine if he really did make the first move.....we would have been a happy couple...hahaha...weird la....everyone in our class knows that we both memang close...everyday together.... but would have never thought that we would have feelings for each other. Even i myself tak sangka. Haha adeh....i even talked bout my crushes with him....i wonder how did he feel dat time....but the thing is...he layan bah....hehe. Chee...i wonder if he still has a crush on me.....coz he never told me when did he stop having feelings for me....i told him i got over him like beginning of last year...or mebbe b4 that.....coz lama tak contact...so perasaaan tu hilang la.....but i have to forget all that... i have dominic now. Plus he loves me.....and i wanna be there for him whenever he needs me....hehehe
Okay haha um well we had a long conversation...i had to stop when i saw them walking out from da field.....lor habis rupanya the match.....but the conversation didnt stop there. We both continued again later at night....hahah...kym~ now do u understand why i was on da fone lama sangat?...hahaha....then um one me classmate punya car, Jordan, wont start....kesian him....but it was funny la to see all of them push da car here n there....haha enock was sho cute~! I didnt know wot happen to da car coz both me n kym left b4 anyone was able to fix da car.....its not dat we dont wanna help....i wasnt in a hurry or anything plus i sanggup tunggu for them to help fix da car but heh phila was like all cmon lets go.....he had a movie to catch on tv.....i was like cheeehhhh......so then went home...continued toking to him till 9. Hehehe.
So after that i wanted to go online then suddenly my ex-bf called....ngiaaa...whyyy is he doing this to me....he promised not to call me anymore. Only i can call him. N the reason y he called was to tell me dat he misses me n he wanted me back. Omg...i cant believe this is happening! He was like my longest....and he was the hardest to let go....not becoz i love him but becoz he was so caring and understanding....sama palak bah....but now he's like a good buddy to me.....i myself not sure whether we broke up o not....i assumed we did coz we didnt really keep in touch n all.....so i told him about dominic hoping that he wud understand n u know...juz remain as a good fren....but he didnt care...and he sed dat he will keep buggin me till i sed okay...so i told him that i will think about it....which i wont...i cant do this stuff anymore man....hahaha but if i do get back to him...i dont think i will do anythin to keep his hope up high...i told him that i love dominic and that he cant expect me to be the same as b4....heh well and then he mebbe kenot tahan n then we mite juz brake up again n he'll leave me happily ever after....keh keh keh
PS: hey hun, im sorry dat u have to find out about this stuff this way....its not that i dont want to tell u.....i know u wont like to hear about it anyway.....but dont worry......i know what im doing.....i will still be yours.......I promise.....
Erm.....then went online......hee wanted to start doing my chemistry project proposal....but gwahh too many ppl chatting wit me ba.....plus i recieved a very shocking news from a fren....my fav tutor got cancer.....and his left side of da body is paralyzed...shit man...i cudnt even think straight n the whole time i was staring at the monitor with with of my hands covering my mouth....most of my chat frens sik kena layan by me....haha was in shocked bah....and plus my otha ex-bf went online after for so long......and tetiba tanya me whether i still have feelings for him o not....n dat we shud be a couple agen n stuff......aduhh ure like over there n u also told me dat u cant stand long distance relationship ba!!!!....I dont get him.....I was like half terkejut half fed up.....most of his questions i answered with a "hahahaha"....lazy to layan him oledi....i didnt really like him that much anyway....hehehe......well it is a nice feeling to be liked n to know dat sumone out there admires u....but i mean cmon la....this is juz too much for one day!!!! so heh wad to do...only started doing at 12am....did maths n da proposal at da same time lagi tuh....fulamak i tell u....hahaha felt like superwoman....nasib kim helped me with maths if not my brain will *de-ba-boom* eheh....um managed to finish everything by 3....fuh~~~!! Then tdo~!
heh now me want to type the entry for today....hehehe tatata!
Okay. Yesterday my mom, my bro n i went to da dental to check malik's teeth...heh then had nasi lemak for dinner. Tup tup tup 4.40pm...went to pick king, phila n auggie up from LV. They all are having a friendly football match but i stupidly ask them, "So u guys gonna play football?" ..."No, we're playing tennis," Kingsley sed. I mean i know they're gonna play football! Why the hell did i ask anyway?!?! Guess im juz me huh...eheh...anyway, didnt expect kym to be there. But im glad she was. Otherwise i'd be sitting in the car studying chemistry and doing my maths homework. So then we watched da match. I cudnt really pay attention to da match coz there were too many ppl on da field...haha a combination of subcon n lakeview....i didnt even know wot the score was even till halftime. So then a long lost fren of mine suddenly called. Heh apa lagi...we actually talked till the game ends! Hahaha....so i didnt really know wot happened and who won n all....anyway....this fren of mine is officially my best close fren~! He knows almost everything bout me...he knows most of my secrets, my crushes n all....but dominic....so i decided to tell him bout dominic for the very first time.....so now he really knows almost everything bout me....but well he didnt sound too happy bout it....i can tell by the way he asked me questions like do u really like him? Are u sure ure gonna stay long with him n stuff like that....so i decided to ease his mind by telling him that i used to have a crush on him b4. Which is true. I did. Hee.....
And like i expected....he was shocked. He was speechless for like 5 mins n then he was like "I-i-i feel honoured. No really, im flattered! U-u had a crush on me?" Haha after hearing him sed that i was like omg i cant believe i actually told him that! But heh it kinda felt better to finally get to tell him. I guess the reason why i finally had da guts to tell him was becoz um.. no more feelings for him ma. But after he went all i cant believe u had a crush on me n stuff, he then told me dat he too had a crush on me. Not once but twice. And i was his longest crush ever. And i was like "woah....okay....dats sumthing...why didnt u tell me dat b4??" He told me dat he always tried to but didnt have the guts to coz he was afraid dat i might ignore him n all....so in conclusion, both of us had feelings for each other b4 but only found out about it yesterday!!! Heh, oh my gosh and now i baru tau dat he used to be jealous with all the guys i was with. That's why he kept teasing me wit them. Its funny tho, back then we were juz close frens, hanging out together, fooling around together, teasing each other, getting on each otha nerves, tellings each otha probs n stuff and now....heh....n to imagine if he really did make the first move.....we would have been a happy couple...hahaha...weird la....everyone in our class knows that we both memang close...everyday together.... but would have never thought that we would have feelings for each other. Even i myself tak sangka. Haha adeh....i even talked bout my crushes with him....i wonder how did he feel dat time....but the thing is...he layan bah....hehe. Chee...i wonder if he still has a crush on me.....coz he never told me when did he stop having feelings for me....i told him i got over him like beginning of last year...or mebbe b4 that.....coz lama tak contact...so perasaaan tu hilang la.....but i have to forget all that... i have dominic now. Plus he loves me.....and i wanna be there for him whenever he needs me....hehehe
Okay haha um well we had a long conversation...i had to stop when i saw them walking out from da field.....lor habis rupanya the match.....but the conversation didnt stop there. We both continued again later at night....hahah...kym~ now do u understand why i was on da fone lama sangat?...hahaha....then um one me classmate punya car, Jordan, wont start....kesian him....but it was funny la to see all of them push da car here n there....haha enock was sho cute~! I didnt know wot happen to da car coz both me n kym left b4 anyone was able to fix da car.....its not dat we dont wanna help....i wasnt in a hurry or anything plus i sanggup tunggu for them to help fix da car but heh phila was like all cmon lets go.....he had a movie to catch on tv.....i was like cheeehhhh......so then went home...continued toking to him till 9. Hehehe.
So after that i wanted to go online then suddenly my ex-bf called....ngiaaa...whyyy is he doing this to me....he promised not to call me anymore. Only i can call him. N the reason y he called was to tell me dat he misses me n he wanted me back. Omg...i cant believe this is happening! He was like my longest....and he was the hardest to let go....not becoz i love him but becoz he was so caring and understanding....sama palak bah....but now he's like a good buddy to me.....i myself not sure whether we broke up o not....i assumed we did coz we didnt really keep in touch n all.....so i told him about dominic hoping that he wud understand n u know...juz remain as a good fren....but he didnt care...and he sed dat he will keep buggin me till i sed okay...so i told him that i will think about it....which i wont...i cant do this stuff anymore man....hahaha but if i do get back to him...i dont think i will do anythin to keep his hope up high...i told him that i love dominic and that he cant expect me to be the same as b4....heh well and then he mebbe kenot tahan n then we mite juz brake up again n he'll leave me happily ever after....keh keh keh
PS: hey hun, im sorry dat u have to find out about this stuff this way....its not that i dont want to tell u.....i know u wont like to hear about it anyway.....but dont worry......i know what im doing.....i will still be yours.......I promise.....
Erm.....then went online......hee wanted to start doing my chemistry project proposal....but gwahh too many ppl chatting wit me ba.....plus i recieved a very shocking news from a fren....my fav tutor got cancer.....and his left side of da body is paralyzed...shit man...i cudnt even think straight n the whole time i was staring at the monitor with with of my hands covering my mouth....most of my chat frens sik kena layan by me....haha was in shocked bah....and plus my otha ex-bf went online after for so long......and tetiba tanya me whether i still have feelings for him o not....n dat we shud be a couple agen n stuff......aduhh ure like over there n u also told me dat u cant stand long distance relationship ba!!!!....I dont get him.....I was like half terkejut half fed up.....most of his questions i answered with a "hahahaha"....lazy to layan him oledi....i didnt really like him that much anyway....hehehe......well it is a nice feeling to be liked n to know dat sumone out there admires u....but i mean cmon la....this is juz too much for one day!!!! so heh wad to do...only started doing at 12am....did maths n da proposal at da same time lagi tuh....fulamak i tell u....hahaha felt like superwoman....nasib kim helped me with maths if not my brain will *de-ba-boom* eheh....um managed to finish everything by 3....fuh~~~!! Then tdo~!
heh now me want to type the entry for today....hehehe tatata!
posted by WaNiDuCkiE at 1:47 PM
2 Comments:
fuyohhh... if only i could have that many admirers too. :P
u do ba....prob u juz didnt know ma....;) try finding out like how i did....hahahaha
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