Thoughts......

What a suprise....how one night can change your whole opinion of me...

You never thought of me nor would ever tell me your free time.....why r u doing it now?

You're hinting.....i know......im juz waiting for you to tell me what you want from me.......

Do i have to do everything? To ask you wot you're doin n tell you how i feel about it?

You drove me to the beach on that nite....dat was sweet of you....but what was that for?

Daily sms-es, late nite sms-es.......juz to know where am I n wot am I doin....

Would you tell me wot your intention is?

Please forgive me if wot i did made you think that I want us to be more than juz frens....I didnt mean to....

Guess you have fallen for the charm of a gurl.....who's unavailable...

A new day....a new chapter of life. Its not a poetry or anything....its juz a few thoughts dat I'd like to clear from my head. I never seemed to learn my lesson. I keep telling ppl that i'd stop with my bad habit. But i find it hard to. Gosh imagine all the sins that ive done. I need a change.....i need to change. But how? I keep on asking why cant I stop doing things i know that is not good. Guess i need him to be here to make me stop doing all these.....

Fasting month has started. Somehow i dont feel like enjoying it at all.....not without my dad around. Oh well...he's doing this for our sake anyway. No work-> no money -> no education -> no nothing.......

Its fukin hard to please everyone.....no matter wot u do there's always sumone who will get hurt in the end...if its not them then it'll be me. I want my old life back.......sigh.....things are much better back then.

Im sick of staying in one place for so long. I need to get out from here. I need to get away from my family for juz one day. I need freeeedom~~

Oh Happy Bday Arina~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *wink wink* Wish i cud celebrate it with you....hope you have a great life waiting for you out there....n many happy returns.....=)

May god bless u all =)