Jealousy? Regret?

Haih.....dont know laa~....when i was browsing around...reading ppl punya blogs, frenster and when i see them all happy2 n stuff.....i...got...jealous.

Weird actually for me to have this jealousy feeling coz i dont normally care about the events n stuff going around curtin. Like this prom thing n curtin carnival.....how come when i went last time...it was like....not as exciting as now? It's like not fair.....coz when i asked a few numbers of ppl bout wad do they think bout the prom this year n the carnival.....i was hoping that they say its bad n dissapointing n stuff...so i can like say haha lucky i din go...but all of them said its good! Ada juga yg ckp rugi din go. MOST said better than last time.

T_T Why did i ever go to the prom last time....why cudnt it be this time....where it cud be my first decent prom. Why why why? But...heh on the other hand...my dad was in miri.....so....i guess its more worth it to be with my family then some....crap, i was trying to make myself feel better but noooo wani, u cant deny the fact that u regret not going.....

Sigh....i juz envy outgoing and smart ppl....