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Hehehe bout dat bday pics....later la k? Hehehe me sho lazy now...infact ive been lazy da whole week! I havent even study 4 my chem's test and havent even started doing dat physics project!!!! Shiiit....
Well here's my confesssion for today...i wish i cud juz start my life again..a whole new beginning....so that i wudnt have to start anything that will lead to sumthin unpleasant...so many wrong-doings...so many lies...far too many sins...when will it all ever stop? If i tell ppl that my life is full of drama...sum mite not believe...sum mite even laugh...ive been keeping a lot of things to myself...prob that's y they cant understand how can i be in such position...sumtimes i cant hide my emotions...sumtimes i can...things havent been going right lately....i never seem to understand dat family comes first in everything and that they're the most important ppl in my life...i mite not be wif them forever.....i guess im too committed to otha ppl....
heh well as a teenager...i enjoy hanging out wif frens...doing crazy stuff....u know..to have freedom n stuff...but come to think bout it....my family is always there whenever i need them....but where am i when they realli need me? Yeah...enjoying her so-called precious time wif her precious frens...well..to balance my social life is so fukin' hard...u have to convince yur frens that u'll always be there when they need you....and never think otherwise...its alrite if they cant be there for u....heh yeah right...everyone needs sumone who they can trust...sumone to tell their problems to...sumone who understands their prob....sumone who they can turn to....sumone who can bring their hope back....isnt it nice to have a fren like that? U know for example....i bought a new duck...a cuuuute duck...but i cant tell anyone bout it....ppl will think dat im crazy to hv such obsession....but i sooo wanna share dat insane hobby of mine wif sumone...sumone who can at least pretend to enjoy listening to me rambling bout my new duckie....(you can hardly find sumone who is sincere bout your interest nowadays) U can imagine right? Like um if a fren of yurs is interested in chemical plants...but ure not interested in that....plus u dont have a clue bout wot he or she is talking bout....and when she or he talks to u bout it...u cant help but juz to smile n nod and mite juz u know...tend look sumwhere else while that person is talking coz 1stly, you dont understand a shit and 2ndly that person bores u....heh but how do u feel when ure talking bout sumthin but he or she isnt listening and instead interupts u by telling sum otha stuff that he or she is interested in...? U see...tha's what makes it hard to please sumone....u have to be in those two situation to know how one feels...but for me..its feels better to please sumone.... :)
Everyone likes to hear good things...mostly things about themselves la....well so as bad things about ppl a.k.a gossips...but when they trust you not to tell anyone....can u do that? U mite think..oh there's no harm in telling juz one person rite? Ahah wrong!! That one person mite tell sumone else and the next thing u know...everyone knows bout it! And that person will look for u and *slices throat* ure dead! Well i used to do things like dat.....like um there's this fren of mine hu tells me bout her life n death situation and not to tell anyone.... but its juz sooooo coool...i mean never b4 i heard this kind of story.....so i tend to tell those who i can trust....coz well gossips also brings one together....right? Ahahaha...anyway they didnt spread it of coz...that's y i trust them....but i feel like i...mis-used her trust.....she doesnt know that....but god knows.....i felt so guilty after that......but anyway now wen anybody tells me sumthin.....ill remind myself 2 plzzzzz keep yur bloody mouth to yurself or if possible.....erase it from yur memory....coz when they tell u sumthin n they dont want otha ppl to know....it means that they trust you and they dont want anybody else to know ( that's an honour man....heh) but hey sum mite even want u to spread it out....so its like telling u to spread da news indirectly....but heh i wudnt do that anymore...nu-uh...but kan....what if yur fren tells u like.....u know...im wif this new gurl now but guess wot she's our lecturer!....Eheh well he didnt tell u not to tell anyone....but does that mean that u can tell sumone? heh....i dont know...but i were to face that situation....ill juz keep it to myself....eventho that's a hot....i mean HOT story to tell ppl.....hu noes...mebbe he juz forgets to tell me that its a secret...kan?
I dont like 2 do all this confessing thing coz i wanna be known as a happy-go-lucky gurl....i wanna find everything amusing....i wanna think positive all da time....i wanna enjoy my life....i dont like to complain....well i do complain...but mostly in forms of sarcasm....eheh....but i guess....its a burden to keep everything inside....i need to let it go...slowly...one by one....eheh there's gonna be a football match later...United vs BFL...semi-final ohhh....muz watch n support them!! Hey whaddya know...i didnt mention anybody's name!!! Wow!!! Amazing!!! Hahaha oh well time to get ready......it 5 now....eheh aite till next time......cyah.....tatata!
Well here's my confesssion for today...i wish i cud juz start my life again..a whole new beginning....so that i wudnt have to start anything that will lead to sumthin unpleasant...so many wrong-doings...so many lies...far too many sins...when will it all ever stop? If i tell ppl that my life is full of drama...sum mite not believe...sum mite even laugh...ive been keeping a lot of things to myself...prob that's y they cant understand how can i be in such position...sumtimes i cant hide my emotions...sumtimes i can...things havent been going right lately....i never seem to understand dat family comes first in everything and that they're the most important ppl in my life...i mite not be wif them forever.....i guess im too committed to otha ppl....
heh well as a teenager...i enjoy hanging out wif frens...doing crazy stuff....u know..to have freedom n stuff...but come to think bout it....my family is always there whenever i need them....but where am i when they realli need me? Yeah...enjoying her so-called precious time wif her precious frens...well..to balance my social life is so fukin' hard...u have to convince yur frens that u'll always be there when they need you....and never think otherwise...its alrite if they cant be there for u....heh yeah right...everyone needs sumone who they can trust...sumone to tell their problems to...sumone who understands their prob....sumone who they can turn to....sumone who can bring their hope back....isnt it nice to have a fren like that? U know for example....i bought a new duck...a cuuuute duck...but i cant tell anyone bout it....ppl will think dat im crazy to hv such obsession....but i sooo wanna share dat insane hobby of mine wif sumone...sumone who can at least pretend to enjoy listening to me rambling bout my new duckie....(you can hardly find sumone who is sincere bout your interest nowadays) U can imagine right? Like um if a fren of yurs is interested in chemical plants...but ure not interested in that....plus u dont have a clue bout wot he or she is talking bout....and when she or he talks to u bout it...u cant help but juz to smile n nod and mite juz u know...tend look sumwhere else while that person is talking coz 1stly, you dont understand a shit and 2ndly that person bores u....heh but how do u feel when ure talking bout sumthin but he or she isnt listening and instead interupts u by telling sum otha stuff that he or she is interested in...? U see...tha's what makes it hard to please sumone....u have to be in those two situation to know how one feels...but for me..its feels better to please sumone.... :)
Everyone likes to hear good things...mostly things about themselves la....well so as bad things about ppl a.k.a gossips...but when they trust you not to tell anyone....can u do that? U mite think..oh there's no harm in telling juz one person rite? Ahah wrong!! That one person mite tell sumone else and the next thing u know...everyone knows bout it! And that person will look for u and *slices throat* ure dead! Well i used to do things like dat.....like um there's this fren of mine hu tells me bout her life n death situation and not to tell anyone.... but its juz sooooo coool...i mean never b4 i heard this kind of story.....so i tend to tell those who i can trust....coz well gossips also brings one together....right? Ahahaha...anyway they didnt spread it of coz...that's y i trust them....but i feel like i...mis-used her trust.....she doesnt know that....but god knows.....i felt so guilty after that......but anyway now wen anybody tells me sumthin.....ill remind myself 2 plzzzzz keep yur bloody mouth to yurself or if possible.....erase it from yur memory....coz when they tell u sumthin n they dont want otha ppl to know....it means that they trust you and they dont want anybody else to know ( that's an honour man....heh) but hey sum mite even want u to spread it out....so its like telling u to spread da news indirectly....but heh i wudnt do that anymore...nu-uh...but kan....what if yur fren tells u like.....u know...im wif this new gurl now but guess wot she's our lecturer!....Eheh well he didnt tell u not to tell anyone....but does that mean that u can tell sumone? heh....i dont know...but i were to face that situation....ill juz keep it to myself....eventho that's a hot....i mean HOT story to tell ppl.....hu noes...mebbe he juz forgets to tell me that its a secret...kan?
I dont like 2 do all this confessing thing coz i wanna be known as a happy-go-lucky gurl....i wanna find everything amusing....i wanna think positive all da time....i wanna enjoy my life....i dont like to complain....well i do complain...but mostly in forms of sarcasm....eheh....but i guess....its a burden to keep everything inside....i need to let it go...slowly...one by one....eheh there's gonna be a football match later...United vs BFL...semi-final ohhh....muz watch n support them!! Hey whaddya know...i didnt mention anybody's name!!! Wow!!! Amazing!!! Hahaha oh well time to get ready......it 5 now....eheh aite till next time......cyah.....tatata!
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